A little sun during the storm.

So, I went in for my ultrasound this morning at 11:30.  I really didn't have high hopes that my fluids had increased enough, but I was going to be optimistic.  Honestly I have been really calm and upbeat through the last two weeks and I have just known this entire time that everything is going to be ok.
    This has been my 8th ultrasound this pregnancy.  You would think that after 8 ultrasounds I would have some awesome pictures of this little guy.  Nope.  Not a single one.  At the 20 week ultrasound he was turned the wrong way so we couldn't see his profile, and then in all the ultrasounds in the past two weeks fluids have been way to low to get a good picture.  Who knew that a large amount of amniotic fluid is what allows you to see babies so well?
    Today, after learning that my fluids are at a 4.7 (so only up one centimeter from yesterday) I was feeling kind of discouraged.  Then, the ultrasound tech asked if I had any good pictures of him.  I told her no and that he was a stubborn kid and liked to keep me in the dark.  She said "lets just see what we can see" and turned on the 4D monitor.  And then, just like magic, there he was!  My beautiful, precious little baby boy that I have been fighting so hard for the last few weeks.  And let me tell you guys, he is absolutely beautiful.  I immediately started crying and just couldn't believe how much love I have for him and how worth all of this has been suddenly seeing his precious little face.  It really was just a giant sunbeam through a bit of a storm.   I cannot believe that this gorgeous little boy will soon be in my arms.
   As for our plan of action...since fluids really didn't come up that much we are going to deliver baby boy today.  There is another scary twist to the story (this little guy likes to panic me a bit!)  He is breech, well technically transverse.  This has semi been another big issue for the last two weeks because he keeps flipping between transverse and breech, and you cannot deliver a breech baby vaginally. We think since fluids are low every time he trys to to turn head down something makes him uncomfy.  We are going to try and flip him and then induce labor.  Because my fluids are low we are being very, very careful and cautious about flipping him so that he doesn't go into distress.  And if he does, then we will go to a C-section.
     Needless to say I am a bit nervous, but like I have said before, I have complete faith, confidence and trust in my Doctor.  I am so greatful for him.  He has discussed things with me multiple times, consulted other doctors, and been a huge support.  I know that he will take as much time and care for me and my baby as we need.  I am also so grateful again for medicine and what it is today. With as up in the air as things are now, I am glad to know that there is a whole team of professionals ready to go if we have to go for an emergency C-section.  As well as a very comptant and compassionate nursing staff who are very capable to help me with anything I need!
    Finally I am so grateful to my Heavenly Father.  Like I said earlier, this entire time I have felt very calm about everything and I know that that is the Holy Ghost comforting me.  The power of the Atonement is so real in my life right now and I know that I am not alone and that my son is not alone.  I cannot express the gratitude and love I have in my heart right now for my Savior and Heavenly Father.  We truly are children of God and he does not ask us to do things without preparing a way for us.
    Please pray for me and baby, I know that everything is going to be just fine and I am so excited to soon be holding this sweet little one in my arms, but we will take all the prayers we can get!  Hopefully my next post will be pictures of this beautiful litte boy that I got to see today for the first time!